OMFG.

I apologize in advance for the unstructured, perhaps grammatically incorrect post you are about to read.

Why is life beating me up right now? I am starting to sound like a whiney brat always complaining but seriously....seriously? This is my blog so I will rant whenever I want lol :P

I am still having this motivation type issue. I am in such a confused state of mind. All my life I was certain with what I wanted to do with my life. Now, I am finding myself exploring other aspects of myself and pursuing other interests that it is actually starting to confuse me. Warning, I am about to get really deep.

How do we find that thing in life that we were meant to do? Are we even meant to do something? Is there a purpose for my existence? Your existence? Now I don't want to get into a religious type of discussion...I just want a general answer. When do we find out what we are supposed to be doing?

I cannot wait to just get all these assignments and exams out of the way so I can just focus on me, myself, and I. I hate going to bed late, I hate waking up late. I hate feeling like there is not enough hours in a day. I hate being rushed, feeling confused, feeling unmotivated, feeling so BLEHHHH.

AGHHHH I think I need help...FA REEELZ!

You know what I do when I am feeling this way...SHOP.